Of Demons
A while ago, my friends and I were talking about certain
experiences wherein I was able to exclaim "Summon all dark forces on
Earth and cast me the most troublesome curses, I don't care 'coz I have
God with me". This assertion made me realize one thing - all the dark
mobs, but demons.
I always act tough and tougher everyday
when i talk about witches, evil spirits, monsters and even bad people. I
speak as if I got an impenetratable barrier against these shits and I
even believe I can crush them all - only to realize, I struggle against
demons. I can't say I can defeat them. I doubt myself.
I
don't know but I guess we have diff'rent kind of demons on mind [or
maybe alike]. I classify these fucktards into two: first, are the ones
you really hate and second, are the one you are trying to hate but just
love.
First off, I picture these creatures as the nasty
ones. They always wear a big grin on their face. Kinda scary but
they're just too ugly they can ruin your day just by staring at them.
These creatures are so evil. They laugh at your face whenever you feel
down. They laugh at your failures. They laugh at your mistakes. They are
always there when you're sad and lonely. They are with you when you're
mad, furious, angered and full of wrath! And they are happy, tickled
with every inch of your despair and sufferings. They smile and smirk,
doing nothing at all, but they'll get you. They will challenge you and
belittle you. They will annoy you, harrass you, taunt you and torment
you. They will bring out the demon in you if you have one. That's how
they proliferate. I hate them. I can't fight them. I just can't face
them not even look at them. I just wanna avoid them.
The
other kind of demons are the kinds I wish never existed. They are so
different from the previous I mentioned. They are just so lovely. It's
hard to avoid them. They won't scare the hell out of you. They will
make you happy and satisfied. Man, don't you think that's scary? They
will make you happy and satisfied! These demons will provide you
anything and everything you need and want. They will give you food,
drinks, money, power, whatever you say. Name it, they have it. Now
isn't that scary? They will give you knowledge, fame, fortune, things
you never knew you could get. But they have it. And they will give it
to you. They will give you "heaven on earth". We see them everyday. we
don't avoid them. At times, we chase them. Not scary?
Yeah,
had faced them all, and have been facing more and more of them, and
will face them in my everyday life. I guess I just can't avoid them. I
feel so helpless against them. Against all other shits, I prevail 'coz I
got God with me. Against these demons, God please forgive me.
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