Whatever you do, wherever you are, DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!
Today, I realized, I truly found out, and proven, that what
makes a person gloomy is doing something that the heart entirely dislike –
doing something you never really liked.
My heart is racing to finally find out, again, that I’m
about to do something I don’t like. Something I hate and dread so much. I hate
it. And I don’t know why I am even doing this. As if I had no choice at
all. That is always the question, and
the answer is simple – I do it not for myself. But it turns out, it makes me
lonelier than contented of the sacrifices I make. Is it an unnecessary
sacrifice to make people around you happy by doing something you never really
liked, but only for the sole-purpose that you think that these people will be
glad of what you do?
I can sacrifice for the good of those who surround me, but
in the end, am I happy with that sacrifice? I am already taking the toll. It’s
getting heavier now. And the pain is getting more real.
I’d rather die young. Maybe, I am so scared of staying more
years on earth. I fear that every day will just get worse ‘coz life is just
unfair. I am scared to experience more
of these. I don’t want to suffer anymore.
Whatever you do, wherever you are, DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!
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